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Thursday, May 13, 2010

Day 25- Blah Blah Blah

Ok, so today is day 25 for me. Not so much a good day today. It started out pretty good. I had my food prepared for the day and work was pretty good, until........ my boss pulled out a ice cream cake made w/ oreo cookies. OMG!! I tried to resist, I really really tried, but with lots of motivation from my colleagues and my chocolate tooth begging for a fix- I GAVE IN.

I had a piece of chocolate ice cream cake. Lord knows it was delicious- but the guilt that took over me afterwards was crazy. I damn near wanted to cry. So I wanted to share with everyone that today- on day 25 , I SCREWED UP!!! Trust me, I though hard about leaving piece of cake out of my daily post- but I want this to be real. I want you to be able to relate to me. You (and I) will not have the will power to turn away every time. Sometimes we will feel as if we just have to say yes. Today was that day for me.

So what next?????? Well I get off my ass and get back on track- but today is X stretch day. I don't really like X stretch, it's too slow and boring. So I decided to do my own stretching. Ok, I shake this bad day off and move on to Day 26. Tomorrow I have Core Syn (p90x) & Plyo Cardio Circut (Insanity). I'm so looking forward to this beat down. LOL.

Food Log:
1. Kashi cereal
2. crackers w/ natural peanut butter
3. healthy lasagna (low fat cheese, ground turkey) w/ 1.5cups of mixed veggies
4. Ice cream cake- hmmmmm- tasty- but the guilt was killing me.
5. Roasted chicken breast sandwich on multi grain toast

Ok, so today was ok- except the ice cream cake- but this is what happens in the real world. I just need to have better control over my eating..... a work in progress.

Keep pushing play- I will.